GLOM

Have I mentioned how much I love these guys?

Went bowling with these guys. Georgia managed to take a shit load of ass photos. Thanks for the major creeper alert George.


And of course a fanstastic rendition of Living on a Prayer by Oliver...



And of course spending a large quantity of quarters on trying to get this son of a bitch for Matt:


And of course Matt proposing to me. Sorry Matt, but you have cooties...

GLOM escapades are the best. period.

Searching

I need a change.

That change has nothing to do with making other people like me, but more so that I can like myself. Generally I'm pretty happy with myself, but at the very core of my being, I'm unsatisfied with everything I do.

I am the living, walking example of a hypocrite and as much as I try to pretend that that doesn't bother me, it does. I think I'm like that because I strive to achieve this idealistic image in my head of what a person should be, but I simply cannot. I have a set of morals and a set of beliefs that I preach and I preach but very rarely do I follow them and it kills me that I do that in the first place.

A hypocrite's hypocrite. Ironic much?

But the point of this post isn't to wallow in self-pity, it isn't to ask the world for pity. It's primarily to remind myself that however hard it is to change, sometimes you just have to.

People are constantly unhappy with who they are and that sort of unhappiness revolves around appearances and just simple stuff. I'm not that kind of a person. However, when I'm faced with who I see in the mirror, it not the outside that bothers me, but the knowledge of the person who dwells behind the face, and I can't deal with that person anymore.

I'm taking it one step at a time. I'm not going to admit the extent of my mistakes and flaws on the internet, but let's just say that this would be a much longer post if I did. I'm gonna strive to be a better person. Correction: I am going to be a better person.

I hope this works.

Johari

Don't know what the heck it is, but it seems quite interesting.

Apparently it was develop by these two guys and it's supposed to allow you to compare how you view yourself and how other view you in a positive light.


And for the more cynical, like myself, there's Nohari which is the opposite of Johari in that it lists bad traits versus good ones.


Check out both of mine here:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Lisa%20Wang

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Lisa%20Wang

Screwed Up

I just realized that my background is probably a little bit funky on each different computer. It's currently bothering me, but i'm a little too lazy to change it, so just zoom in/out until you can see both sides of the image in the background until i get around to fixing it.

-Lisa

4th of July

I'm so excited for fourth of july...

There are a crap load of chinese people at my house right now.

We might have set a world record for largest asian gathering in West Linn.

Unfortunately, I don't exactly love EVERYONE at this party...sherry.....
Just kidding <3

well. not really.

It's mainly just the two kids and their mom.
Save me from the young one..........

Optimistic

Just found this from ages ago.

apparently I CAN be optimistic...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

How do I love thee? Let me count the 25 things I love about life

Let's see:

-Those moments when I realize that you only have this one life to live. Might as well live it well.

-Being COMPLETELY insane, but still having friends that love me the way i am.

-DEMENTOR!!! Alliy knows what i mean

-Being incredibly asian. It comes kind of naturally to me.

-OCCYC

-Nicknames. george, al, alliy, sam(hahaha), emmington, VOLDEMORT, gaylord, smackledorf, etc. The list goes on forever

-Music. It's music, not laughter, that is the language of my soul.

-Taking various random and completely pointless pictures with Jing. I <3>

-SHAKESPEARE. So what if he may not have written his work? It's still AMAZING!

-Posting completely random blogs on myspace.

-Facebook. Sorry myspace, facebook is just generally better.

-Realizing that some of the "happiest" people i know are probably just REALLY good at pretending.

-Then realizing that I'm one of them.

-Then realizing that I'm not emo, just very confused (thank god).

-Falling for the same guy over and over again.

-Smoothie stands with Sherry

-Window licking with Alliy

-Deep conversations with George

-Nerdy conversations with Sab

-INSANE conversations with Al

-"That's what she said."-ing with Mars

-Harry Potter referencing with Emmy and Rebecca

-Math, Science, and English class. Thank god for Hubbs.

-Gummi Bears

AND MOST OF ALL

Not really knowing where I'm going to end up, but enjoying the ride there anyways.

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Dear Blog Editor,
Thou art a heartless bitch.
Sincerely,
Lisa Wang


I just spent the last hour and a half trying to get a background image onto this thing.

I obviously have no life.

Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog

Blogs.
These things are interesting.

It's kind of like writing a diary, except that that diary can be viewed by anyone anywhere thus sort of defeating the point of writing it.

Despite the futility, I figured that my brain needs a creative outlet to keep my thoughts from exploding out in random bursts leaving the people I chat with online quite confused and occasionally scared. Therefore I concluded quite simply after a few weeks of debate to create a very stereotypical blog.

I won't really desire to be unique, however, I will quite frequently post things that most sane people find to be completely bizarre, so I guess this blog will be entertaining to some at the very least.


I'm rambling now... I think I'll end this post

PS. Foma and Granfalloons comes from Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut. Go read it to find out what my blog title means.